Pretty Little Liars

okay, i know i dont do this much.

like talk about the shows that im currently watching

but its just so good!

and the season finale was...

omg

i think it left more questions than answers to anything and everything

well, mona claims that she is A

but then she goes and says "i did everything that you asked me to do"

which implies that someone else is controlling her

someone whos identity is not yet known

and then we find out that A is actually a team of people

because spencer was supposed to get recruited or else

well, so now it makes more sense doesnt it

i mean, A seemed to be omniscient

and wouldnt having many people in different places and parts of the girls lives make sure of that A would know whatever is going on?

hahah omg

cant wait for season 3 this is by far the best series that ive watched in a long time

just hope they would cut it before it gets boring and draggy like another series that we all know

"If you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain"

Similarly,

If I want the results, I hafta put up with the pain

go hard or go home

no guts no glory

and shit that means the same thing

tomorrow, my friends would be getting back their A level results

and part of me feels so selfish

i mean, its supposed to be about them

yet, im sitting here wishing that i could be there with them too

and how unfair it is that im here doing one extra year

and how stupid i am for letting myself fail in the first place

but more than that, im so selfish like i cant even believe that im thinking about myself

when it is supposed to be their moment to shine

what is wrong with me?!

and i have bronchitis and fever.

feels like ive coughed up my lungs, stomach and throat

every single time

and common test are next week

pretty much game over for me already

but im still going to put up a fight

because there might still be something to salvage

if not, it would be a rude awakening

and then i can focus and mug for myes

yes. whats important is A levels.

ohkay need a pep talk

esther, you need to freaking buck up and do your work

you need to do art

do you want to fail?

worse, do you not want to get your A

you know you can do this!

so why arent you?!

dont throw everythign away just like you have done in the past

seriously

seize it, this A could be yours

do

your

work. grahhh

i know you are tired, but still

everyone else is tired

are they slacking?
NO

so you cant slack either

no pain no gain

no guts no glory

better get to work now

today, mp and i did the maths

9 students, only 4/5 of us will get an A the rest will be a B

thats when it hit home

i need that A

there is just no other way

thinking about only half of the class getting the A

really freaked me out

one slip

thats all it takes

to slip from the top to the bottom

i need to start getting somewhere with my work

seriously

because not getting that A

is really not an option,

not for what i want to do anyway

sometimes, i wished that it could be me too

that i could have that